nagging screens bite back

Some days I feel like a failure. I sit at the screen and see all these words but nothing comes together, nothing makes sense to me - and it scares me. Me, someone who truly and fully loves words. I've always wanted to write, wanted to be something and show my words to everyone...

and now they just seem lost. I hate the self doubt, the feeling of failure to myself. It will pass, it always does but these seconds, these moments where the screen mocks me -

I swear I can hear the sarcastic laughter and the finger pointing. The computer makes me feel like I am in school again with snide jokes and red faces, eyes downcast and lost in the sea of oblivion. Its like I am just not popular anymore.